Simon Peter was a fisherman. Here his boat is sinking with fish—the catch of his life. It’s miraculous in every way. Suddenly Peter knows why: Jesus did it. His joy at the stupendous haul suddenly turned to fear as he caught a glimpse of who Jesus might be—and then horror at his own unworthiness to receive such attention and bounty. “Go away! I am a sinful man!” he cried.

Why did Jesus immediately call Peter here, now after his admission of sin? 

Shouldn’t that have disqualified him from becoming a follower of Jesus?

No. Those terrified words of confession are exactly what qualified him to be called. It’s the same for us. How many times am I slain with shame when I’m given gifts and responsibilities I do not deserve? How many hours have I spent lamenting my own deficiencies and disbelieving God’s love? Yet the very recognition of our sin and our need for Jesus is exactly what qualifies us to serve him. 

Yes, of course we’re sinners. Of course we’re unworthy. Those are the only kind of people Jesus calls and saves. 

Prayer

Jesus, when I recognize the truth of who I am, I echo Peter’s words of shame and unworthiness: I am a sinner. Oh, how I need a Savior! And as I speak these words of confession to you, I know you respond with overflowing grace. You tell me you’ve chosen me just as I am. My shame is gone. Now I am filled with peace and gratitude. Thank you, Lord for this greatest of all gifts! Amen.