Ngikhungathwe Izibusiso Zami (Ingxenye 3)Isampula

Amandla nesithunzi kuyingubo yakhe; uyamamatheka ngekusasa.

Ukumamatheka esikhathini esizayo. Kungenzeka kanjani ukuthi lona wesifazane wezAga 31 amoyizele okuzayo? Ezintweni angenalwazi ngazo?

Ngempela, cabanga ngakho. Akekho noyedwa wethu owaziyo ukuthi ikusasa lizosiphatheleni. Singabahleli futhi siyathanda ukwazi ukuthi yini ezayo ukuze sizilungiselele futhi silungele. Futhi lapho singazi, ukwesaba kuvela ngokushesha.

Okunye ukwesaba engibhekane nakho nengike ngabhekana nakho esikhathini esidlule okwempilo yezingane zami. Ngempilo yomyeni wami. Ezinsukwini zangaphambi kokufika komakhalekhukhwini, ngangihlele umngcwabo womyeni wami ngaphambi kokuba afike ekhaya sekwephuzile evela emsebenzini! Ukwesaba kuyinto evamile kithi sifazane.

Kusafanele ngilwe novalo lokuthi kungase kwenzeke okuthile emndenini wami. Ukuthi impilo yami izowohloka. Ngabe ngizoya kephi? Ngizophila kanjani? Bengingaphila kanjani?

Ngakho-ke, yini imfihlo yalo wesifazane wezAga 31? Angakwazi kanjani ukumamathekela into engaziwa?

Ngikholwa ukuthi unokuthembela okuphelele, kuNkulunkulu, ekuthembekeni Kwakhe, eqinisweni lokuthi Nguye olawulayo, kangangokuthi unokuthula kweqiniso nokuphumula enhliziyweni yakhe. Uyawazi umsuka walokho kwesaba, futhi akuyena uNkulunkulu. Ngakho, uyamamatheka. Uyamamatheka ngekusasa, azi ukuthi lisezandleni Zakhe nokuthi Wethembekile.

Ngisafuna ukufika lapho. Kuleyo ndawo enokuthula lapho engingaphumula khona futhi ngithembele futhi ngimane ngimamatheke. Futhi izinsuku eziningi, ngikuthola kuba lula. Ngezinye izinsuku, kusadingeka ngiphoqe lokho kumamatheka ngokukholelwa Iqiniso leZwi likaNkulunkulu. Umqondo wami unobunzima bokusonga inhliziyo yami kuwo ngokuphelele.

Omunye wabaqeqeshi bami owaphila ebuhlungwini obunyantisayo bokuqothulwa kwesizwe, u-Corrie ten Boom, wathi “Ungalokothi wesabe ukuthembela kuNkulunkulu owaziwayo ngekusasa elingaziwa.” Futhi, "Ukukhathazeka akuqedi usizi lwakusasa, luqeda amandla anamuhla." Kufanele azi.

Kunjani ngawe? Yikuphi ukwesaba okuqeda amandla futhi kukuvimbela ukuba ungamomotheka esikhathini esizayo? Kuvume lokho manje. Unawe, nabantwana bakho. Kukholwe.

O, Baba. Ngifuna ukukwazi, ngikwethembe, nginikele nekusasa ezandleni zakho ezinothando, ezibusayo, kodwa ngiyazi ukwesaba kwami ​​kungibopha futhi kungivimbele ukuba ngikwethembe ngokugcwele. Ngicela isibindi sokwenza ukukhetha njalo ukuba ngowakho ngokuphelele, ngazi ukuthi unekusasa lami, nomndeni wami, ezandleni zakho ezihlakaniphile. Kwangathi injabulo yalowo onguye ingavuka emoyeni wami njengamanje, ibeke ukumamatheka ebusweni bami. Ngiyabonga ngokungithanda, ikakhulukazi lapho nginovalo.